I went to see the new movie 'No Strings Attached' by Natalie Portman and Aston Kutcher. Well, got to say that I thought Aston Kutcher looked hotter in 'Killers', the one with Kathrine Heigle. But honest, he fits all the criterias I look for in a boy friend, and somehow I mgiht just be going through this phase of wanting to date or even marry a white guy. "What the hell..."thats what a lot of my friends said when they found out about my new preference in dating.
Anyways, my heart skipped beats for gazzilion times during the movie not because the moaning and the sex parts are terrific, but cuz i felt the same way as "Emma". its just scary to have someone play this whole movie of your mental thoughts in front of your face. I mean, I literally wanted to cry out and say "Amen! same here!" whenever she does those rejections and hiding her true feelings part. Its just hard to see it afterall...even tho the movie had a happy ending.
one of the crucial line I picked up during the movie is that we don't get to choose who we fall in love with, it just happens. and that scares me....how am I not get to pick the guy I fall in love with? and what happens if that guy isn't right for you? I already had a boy friend who I loved with all my life, but had to break up with him because he wasn't right for me....we just weren't compatible, and just like Emma, I wouldn't want to risk another investment of my heart to be with someone that he will definitely break my heart in the end...thats just brutal. thats all.
so the movie got me to confirm my own little belief that staying celibate and no strings attached is probably the best choice for now, and please, let the unexpected happen later, because even if the unexpected happen now, it will just end in a mess...a big mess of bleeding hearts.
